I was watching a woman with her children at the mall, she was fat! I look back at my adult life and realize how I must have embarrassed my children with my weight problem, how I wish I had known what to do about the problem. I hope I was a good mother, I tried so hard. My four children are successful, grounded, compassionate and beautiful, I couldn't ask for anything more AND they have the most wonderful children, spouses and friends.

I am trying soooo hard to get my act together now, I get lonely sometimes and frightened too.